I wish I didn't have to admit. It's not for the attention seeking. It's for the truth of those suffering like me. I have honestly self harmed since I can remember. It all happened in elementary.and then at my home. All those problems and trauma I been through. I just don't want to describe more. It might make you all cry or feel bad.but I have cried a lot. And I've hurt my wrists wanting to end my life.it happened still in high school that's why I wore long sleeves.and I was always quiet.when I told my friends that helped me stop but still it's hard to stop, Like a drug it's hard not to consume.I've even cried when I see myself in the mirror because I'm not beautiful or worth alive. I've always self harmed my body. Because I'm overweight.my family always push me down. As well as elementary I been bullied and pushed around.but now that I'm grown up I been growing fear around me. Because still those problems of my home are still there. Everything else is gone but it's hard to forget.I can still see the scars on my body of how much I've hurt myself. That's why I'm afraid of anyone seeing it.only those close to me saw it.eventhoe it's hard to live through the scars and past it's the friends that support you, because even they can have their own scars of life, they don't want others to know.don't ever judge a person , you never know what they been going through.